i think i need to stop :/-ing soon. if not, my mouth will prolly turn :/ for good. ahah.


okay, it is not funny, but it is NOT susposed to be funny as well.
don't quiet time me okay.


if i see it on my tagboard i'll kill you. [okay, now that i've typed this, i think some ppl will be cheeky to flood it on my tagboard. there, i've just aggravated the problem by suggesting the idea that they can flood it. but please la, be nice and dont flood/type anything to do with my jokes not being funny. its aim isnt to be funny in the first place! dont confuse my jokes with my rantings.]



:/



yay, i love oreo.
and i love the milky bar with the cookie bits.



lala. e math's okay. but abit sad over the stupidity in me. shall stop ranting. i need to tell to to Him. =) then He'll remove all my bad feelings! yay! thats what i LOVE about Him. His comfort is PERFECT.



i need to mug chem and phy sooon.



everyone, say yay.

because, bio and geog, are both over!




musn't let the studying momentum collaspe.















i'm sadden and guilty over my nonchalence.













what a huge stone off my chest. liberation. i cant wait. when i'm away from this pressure cooker.

better start chionging for physics, chem and a math. i dont want history to repeat itself. it sos unbearable. arh. but still, thank God. what i didnt study didnt come out.





if not for your grace, what would it be?
if not for your love, where would i be?
but for my pittfalls, not reject

i'm just thankful. but i pray that my heart remains soft for you. something that I'll always give to you. oh God. i pray for myself to strong.

i want a breakthroughhh.



ahh! i'm so impressed by myself.

i studied platetectonics nearly close to 4 hrs straight . inbtween i had a little melo-dramatic episode, where i was trying to memorize something and dwindle with the penknife at the same time to destress. but i accidentally swipped the edge of the blade at one of my fingers. tsk tsk. so much for trying to destress abit. [edit: i sound so stupid here. in the end, i still have to edit what i wrote. it still sounds pretty weird at certain parts. i better make sure i plan and write my composition fast tomorrow, then i'll have sufficient time to check through and correct my phrasings.]

anw, i was dying at the end. while i was studying, i was thinking that actually andersonians are quite blessed to have quite a number of good teachers. with their experience, they tell you those kind of things that you can never find in the textbook one. example, when told to describe the frequency/trend of a graph for a human geog question, they tell you that you have to quote the figures in the graph, if not you won't get your full marks. and other kinds of common mistakes that students make. they seem insignificant, but all the marks from such mistakes can amount to alot to discriminate between a b3 and a1.

i'm also practicing abit for english here, to test the fluency of my writting. ahah. its definitely better than the previous night. it was a disaster when i first read thru' my entry last night. the language was completely broken and filled with awkward expressions. besides that, the phrasings were all wrong and... ya, it was simply horrendous.

oh ya, kudos to dianne, who gave me an english crashcourse today! ahah. got some help about my composition writting, and some tips. i hope to get at least a b3! she said that the key was to write something unconventional, something out of the box. something to entertain the examiner. yao you mai dian. ok, it may sound so basic and elementary, but when dianne was sharing to me about her ideas, whatever that could be added to my original draft, it was like, whoah. A1 standard. then again, she has that flair in english and she's superbly well-read. i must cultivate the habit of reading widely soon. it'll definitely help me with my GP in the future. most importantly, it'll definitely aid me in serving in the KOG in the long run. we must be knowledgeable about the world as well. heh. =)



okay, i've destressed enough already! i better get some sleep, if not i will probably just fall asleep during my paper tomorrow.



by the way, i know why my sentences are all so chopped and segmented already. it is because that i sms so much that my words and sentences are all encapsulated within the 160 character limit. in order to include as much information as possible, i chop up all my phrasings, and remove whatever that's redundant. then what you see, is like, point form. quite la. [edit: actually, mrs theresa lim did mention this before, during the inspiring monday.]


for short term wise, i think i need to edit my blog entries more to keep my language in check, since i dont read widely and my english is not fantastic. okay, i dunno la. but i think being well-read definitely helps alot. yeap.

sounding more and more unspiritual these days. ahah. no, i'm not abandoning God. oh yea, that reminds me about worship during CG tmorrow. whee! i really look forward to it.



ahah. after seeing people around me blog, i feel so tempted to blog. and so here i am blogging.

mm. i bought a carton of coffee to keep me awake to study for this period. i realised why i could study with greater productivity in the other terms, it was because that i was consuming coffee, and the caeffine in it keeps me awake. thats why i could focus and study, even at unearthly hours in the wee morning.

anyway, i'll be drinking alot soon. [ i just hate the side effects of migraines and some weird feelings] ahah. anyway, my biological clock is spoilt again. i won't feel tired until a weird timing. probably due to the fact that i've been studying late into the night, and also because of the fact that i studied overnight with louis on sunday. surprisingly, i managed to stay awake to study, while i died-ed whenever i tried to study overnight with other people.

yay, social studies SEQ was on merger and sri lanka/northern island. but, i only studied merger, and i did it. but thank God that i studied the SBQ answering techniques pretty well, because i managed to finish my SBQ section relatively early as compared to my previous attempts in other social studies papers, where i would always be struggling with poor time management. [its due to the fact that i have to think for a considerably long time before answering the questions, as i didn't know the answering techniques] so moral of the story, study for SBQ in SS! It helps alot. =) you'd know exactly what to look for in the source, rather just reading the source, unclear about what that you have to look for.

anyway, its english on wednesday, and i've got diane to give me english crashcourse on compre and compo tomorrow, 10am at bugis. hopefully, miraculously, i might clinch at least a b3! i want a2 though, but seems really hard to get la. c5 to a2...? haha. well, i'll see how much God can work in me!

edit: goodness. i re-read my blog entry and realised that the english was so incoherent. i had to edit almost everything la. i guess that i can forget about getting the a2. i'd be really happy just to get a b3.

right. wahh, realised that my other entries are all so Godly, with so much spiritual content.
i have to increase my capacity alot, for me to lead this group. i need to be fervently growing and desiring for God more, even during this exam period. I must stick even closer to God.

Shantalaba. Care Group's on wednesday, and we're cooking! i'm like so looking forward to eat. I mean, it. AHAH. okay, fine, my ulterior motive is made known. but hey, i'm looking forward to spending time with my caregroup as well. learning from one another, helping one another to grow.

i like so need to work harder

anyway, i realised that i need stress for studying to a certain degree to get me off that complacent mood and to really mug my butts off. i was telling yeongdeng, "tell me to study!" and he gave me the line of the day. hopefully it will sustain this propellent for 10 more days-- "you need to go jc"

then i was like, AHH. oh no, must study and go to a good jc to glorify God, to be salt and light, to be able to serve hard and do well as well. then everything just snapped back into me, and i felt the stress brewing again. how amusing. okay, maybe it is not.

to keep me on going about studying, i've sticked 2 strips of paper unto my phone, with the words "you need to go jc" and "you have no time!"
hopefully it'll drive me on to study.

hopefully i dont turn buggy again. the bug.





i yearn for so many things after the Os.
rest, play, enjoyment, entertainment, growth, discipleship, camp!
so many marathons to run after Os.

sleep marathon, anime marathon, piano marathon, drawing marathon, PS marathon, computer marathon, and most importantly, the spiritual marathon.


ahah.

okay, i better go off already, i'm becoming sooooo naggy.

jon, 16. 08/10/90, 23/12/04
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